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I'm currently a Media Arts and Animation student with the Art Institute of Pittsburgh - Online Division. I'm so excited to get started with my art career. I waited far too long to do this. My hope is to learn all I can from AIP, and then to go to England, and work for an animation / design company there while I work on a Master's degree, possibly at the University of Kent in Canterbury, or maybe at Uni Hertfordshire. I have a few years yet, but I can still dream.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Torrington, WY
  • Interests: Drawing, video games, cuddling, traveling, and day-dreaming.
  • Favourite movie: Blazing Saddles, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Mr. and Mrs. Smith.
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation, Nickelback, Garbage, Kerli, Kittie, Taylor Swift, Evanescence, and more.
  • Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock, Metal, Hard Rock, Alternative, Gothic Rock, etc...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Marion Zimmer-Bradley, Melissa Marr, Tamora Pierce, Louise Rennison, Stephenie Meyer.
  • Operating System: Windows XP Professional
  • MP3 player of choice: Pink iPod Nano (4GB)
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy / Xenosaga Series / Kingdom Hearts Series / Harvest Moon series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2; Wii; PC
  • Personal Quote: Meow, bitches.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, ink pens, Prismacolours, and good music.

Bad Artist?

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 6, 2009, 12:56 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Warrior Queen - Alan Gold
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Harvest Moon - Tree of Tranquility
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Sunny Delight, yay
I think I've been kind of fooling myself. I'm not entirely sure how I'm really an artist anymore these days. My creativity is gone, blown right out the fucking door. It's hard to be positive and see the beautiful, interesting things in life when everything's just falling apart around your head, and you can't do anything about it.

~LadyZelda, my best friend since I was a little kid, is away in Iowa, in college, doing amazing things with her talents as an artist. I'm so jealous, Meg. ;p She's even applying to graduate school, and will probably have a kick-ass job someday. Double jealous! XD 's okay. I love you though.

Anyway. I wish I could be like her. Meg's life isn't perfect (whose is?) but she's doing what she loves, and I envy her that opportunity.

As far as other things go...

I still don't have a job. I apply daily, to at least one place, and so far I've only had one interview. I don't know what's wrong, why I'm so undesirable. Maybe someone's giving me a bad review. I can't imagine why they would. I've worked hard, in all the places I've been. Some jobs just don't work out. I'm a soft-hearted person, with the emotional constitution of a kitten. I can't handle bosses that scream at me, nor can I deal with customers who are rude, perverted, and intimidating. Those things don't make me happy, and finding a job where I can have at least some semblance of enjoyment during the day is absolutely vital.

I can't even do any frigging... uh... fuck.

Commissions. Right. That's the word. I can't do any of those, because, well, I suck. End of story? :P

So yeah. I don't know where I'll be in a year. I don't think I'm going to be able to go to ~Enker's wedding, like I wanted, and it really doesn't seem like it will matter, anyway. My friend has already changed so much. I only call him 'brother' anymore because it's a habit. We seem to get more distant as the days stretch on. I told him once upon a time that he would, eventually, forget about me. He's getting married. Married people change their priorities.

Meh.

So yeah. Sorry for the depressing entry. My life, right now, is empty and pointless. I miss my best friend, and I can't seem to do anything right.

~Yunie // Laura // Kitty

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:iconxionous:
" glad to see you got into school finally I am currently at Ai in schaumburg IL working in class as i type this if you ever need some help or ideas let me know.

~~~Riku~~~
:iconladyyuna88:
I could use plenty of ideas. I'm in my perspective class, nearing the end of it, and I'm such a mess right now. No creativity to speak of. Been too tired and too stressed. I don't even feel like an artist anymore. ._.

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I didn't slap you. I high-fived your face.
:iconrhythm-wily:
Thanx so much for faving Kairi Wisdom Form!

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:iconladyyuna88:
You are so welcome!!! :love:

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